She could have seen me

Standing there

Waiting for her, wanting her

Unable to go up to her

She could have seen

If she was looking

She would have seen me standing alone

Alone with him

She was looking for him

Whom I was alone with

She didn’t look for me

Or wait for me

Or want me

Or love me

But him,

She wanted him

She loved him

I was left feeling betrayed

Betrayed that she had once said she wanted me

That she loved me,

That she would wait for me

Alone and betrayed, I stood

Quietly

For I still had to smile

I had to smile for her

For the girl I loved and for the boy I hated

Hate, runs through me 

Hate consumes the inner parts of my mind, stopping me from loving whom I cannot have

I watched them walk away,

Together

Betrayed