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Why me?

April 30, 2009
By RainWashed PLATINUM, Park City, Utah
RainWashed PLATINUM, Park City, Utah
46 articles 1 photo 86 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Repeat the good and the bad. Do it all again. And pile on the years."

It was different for them than it was for me. For them they could just escape me, but how could I get away from myself? I was utterly doomed to stay me forever no matter what.
How could I go on pretending that I didn't do anything that would change people's live like that? I couldn't. I couldn't look in the mirror and say, I didn't do that.
Because that would only be lying to myself, and everybody else. How could I walk around in those same hallways that years before I had destoryed?
How could I go through each and every room pretending that nothing had happened? How could I look around the school and still not see the blood?
How could I be the one that did something so awful?
Before I killed her no one would give me a break. No one would stop to say hi or hello. No one. Not a single soul.
After I killed her people actually stopped to look at me, digust straight on their faces. I couldn't blame them, but I still muttered, Why me?

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on May. 31 2009 at 7:41 pm
*LunaNight* GOLD, Staten Island, New York
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i love your work. its inspirational.