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What would you do?

August 19, 2011
By jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments

What would you do, if you loved someone so much but they hurt you so much?

Leaving you angry and so upset and such a bad place that you can’t believe that you let someone make you feel this way. Feeling so down about yourself you blame yourself. They left you, not once but twice, and the common factor is you. So it must be you, right? I never seemed to make you happy, there only seemed to be one thing, and that wasnt me. But i supported you all the way, because I knew that it made you happy and that’s all that really matters to me. I seemed to just disappear more and more, from your life. I never feel like I can make you happy, I try to do all that I can to do what I think will make you happy but doesnt work. If I couldn’t make you happy than how could I make anyone else happy? So i stopped, I stopped caring I stopped trying to think about it all the time, I tried to stop thinking about you, it just hurt too much.

Here we are another chance, and it was fine for a few days, but now I feel back were I was, feeling like i cant make you happy. I know that life is stressful, I really do i just wish that you could tell me about it, i feel so left out your life, we are more like strangers than ever. I don’t want to be like this. I want to be with you I love you so much I just wish that you saw it. I don’t want to say anything, if i do i may lose this little than i have and no matter what everyone elses say this is better than my life with out you.

Think about this for me, if after everything we have been through and i still love you, and want to. than i must see something in you, something good because you are something good, than must there be? Just believe in me, let me into your life really into it, trust me, and love me for who i am and things will be ok.

Is that too much to ask for?

The author's comments:
My love

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jaylw GOLD said...
on Oct. 31 2011 at 9:11 am
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments
Thank you!! Seems like we have alot of common feelings. Hope all is well!

on Oct. 29 2011 at 8:19 pm
TheCapturedBat GOLD, Belen, New Mexico
12 articles 0 photos 88 comments

Favorite Quote:
If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.
-- Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights

i know how you feel

jaylw GOLD said...
on Aug. 27 2011 at 1:04 pm
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments
He was always faithful, never cheeted, physcally. just always has his mind on her. He told me "she's my perfect women."

Fizza SILVER said...
on Aug. 27 2011 at 2:07 am
Fizza SILVER, Raipur, Other
7 articles 2 photos 177 comments
If your love ever cheats on you, don't think you are foolish to trust him/her. Think that you trusted him/her more than he/she deserved.

jaylw GOLD said...
on Aug. 23 2011 at 8:01 pm
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments
Please coment and rate!!! thank you! your option is important****