~Sam~ | Teen Ink


February 7, 2011
By xXmusicluvr4lifeXx BRONZE, Milwaukee, Wisconsin
xXmusicluvr4lifeXx BRONZE, Milwaukee, Wisconsin
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You tell me how sweet I am
And how I always make you smile
You tell me that I’m special to you
Something I haven’t heard in awhile
Whenever my phone rings
I pray that it’s you calling
You’re one of my closest friends
But I think I might be falling
For your warm, friendly smile
And kind brown eyes
You’re always so caring
You aren’t like other guys
I no longer see you as just a friend
No, you’re much more to me
But to you, I know I’m only you’re friend
And that’s all I’ll ever be
You tell me how you’re in love with her
How you love my best friend
You talk about her day and night
I just want it to end
I want you to have those feelings for me
I want you to let me know
I want you to wrap me up in your arms
And never let me go
What does she have that I don’t have?
I’ll do whatever it takes
I just want you to fall so in love with me
I can’t deal with all this heartache
It’s hard for me to look at you
Feeling how I feel
Because I know that this isn’t just some crush
I know that this is real
No one has ever done this to me before
Made my heart start racing
But I don’t have that effect on you
And it’s time that I start facing
Reality because it won’t ever change
And all I’ll ever be
Is just that girl who makes you laugh
That’s all you’ll ever see
But when it comes to her
That’s all changed
When you’re with her
You start to act strange
It’s kind of the way I act around you
All nervous and love-struck
And now you find out that she likes you back
This is just my luck
I know I should be happy for her
She’s my best friend after all
But my eyes just won’t stop filling with tears
And even more in love I fall
My two best friends have fallen in love
And I am left behind
While they go out and have their fun
I’ll sit at home and cry
Because ever since the day we met
I knew you were the one
But you have chosen her over me
It is her who’s won
I wish that I could smile because
I know you’re happy now
But it hurts to much for me to smile
So instead, I just lie down
And pray to God that you’ll soon realize
It’s really me you love
I hope He’s looking down on me
From Heaven up above
Because I can’t stand to wait anymore
But what else can I do?
All that’s left for me to do is hope
That soon you’ll love me too

The author's comments:
So this is based off of a really difficult relationship I'm dealing with right now between my 2 best friends, Sam and Christina. If you started reading my novel Heartless, you probably know now that I named the main character after Sam, my closest guy friend. I just really like him and I feel like I might even be in love with him, but he really likes my best friend, Christina & he just told her today & she told him she likes him back. I just wrote this because writing helps me get my feelings out so maybe some of you guys can relate too. :)

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