I was lying in my bed and overheard my mom and dad arguing. I heard he say her goal "to make it " was till i was 18, I am only 10 now only 8 more years?..I ask myself..Only in my dreams do I see her to live as long as i will...I wish she could live forever ..with me and the rest of my family...and friends.But thats when you face reality, You dont live on forever.Sadly it's true. My mom isnt dead now.But now I think of reality and what can happen to her anyday..My mother said.."my #1 priority is my kids thats the only reason im living".I wish things would go back to the old way where our family got along as it did ..It'd really help my moms stress and bones.She says "my feeling in my hands and feet will never come back and, I have a little muscle left.