Every day I come to school with a smile on my face. Everyone thinks I'm happy and have a perfect life but if they knew the truth of the nightmare I have to live in, the sleepless nights i have to go through, the pain of the voice in my head. I have asked my parents for help and they never gave me it, its been a week since I've cut. I'm really proud of myself because I would probably have killed myself if my best friend wasn't in my life. So I am thanking her for being there for me, for putting up with my attitude, and helping me when I was down, I would of never made it with out her.