He is my demon, I don't even see him anymore and I still am terrified by him. Everytime I see his truck, or think I do, I freak. I saw him once in walmart and got the heck outta there. I don't want to think about him.

Lets be clear, he did nothing physical to me, thats why its so awful, I have to proof. Its all in my head. He treated me like less because of my gender, he acted like I was a lair and a cheat. Telling me in all new forms I wasn't enough. 

I wish I could say that right now it is all him, but I know my mind is having a hard time letting go of this. I know I should be over it, but I am not. He always treated me like less, and he never seems to understand my side.

I don't think he knew or knows how bad he messed me up. I can't think about him without wanting to rip my hair out. He told me to my face I was lying once, told me I needed to try harder, that I wasn't strong enough.

This is my rant, do with it what you must.