IF I CAN OPEN MY EYES TO SO MUCH THING I WILL BECOME SOMETHING THAT MATTERS. SOMETHING THAT WILL MATTERS NOT THE CHILDISH THINGS I WAS DEALING. IF I CAN CHANGE MY CHILDISH GAME, LIES, AND MOSTLY THE HURT THAN I WILL. I WISH MY FAMILY UNDERSTAND ME AND THE STATE TO LISTEN TO ME. BUT MOSTLY SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTAND FROM RIGHT TO WRONG. SOMETIME I WONDER WHY THE HELL I'M IN THIS WORLD BUT I OPEN MY EYES TO SOMETHING THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE. I KNOW THAT LOVE DON'T ALWAYS COME VERY OFTEN. IF THE RICH GOT MONEY AND THE POOR GOT NOTHING THAN WERE THE LOVE AT? WHY CAN'T THE MALE STOP HURTING THE FEMALE OR THE FEMALE STOP HURTING THE MALE. IF PEOPLE OPEN THERE EYES AND SEE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON BUT THAN I CAN NOT EXPLAIN THE REASON FOR EVERYONE BUT MY SELF. IF I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND TELL MYSELF THAT I AM SOMEONE THEN I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH. EVEN THROUGH I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND MY OWN SELF. THE ONLY THING I KNEW ONE THING IS THAT I OPEN MY EYES TO THE WORLD TO SOMETHING. I OPEN MY EYES TO THE WORLD AND HOW THE WORLD SO CRUEL?IF THERE IS LOVE WHY NOBODY HELPING THEM SELF? WHY WE STILL GOT SO MUCH PAIN AND SUFFERING IN THIS INSANE WORLD FOR? AT LEAST I OPEN MY EYES AND SEE THAT I CANT COMPLAIN TO MUCH BECAUSE IN THE END I AM GOING TOO MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND CHANGE THE LOVE TO HATE, CHANGE THE POOR FROM DYING AND MOSTLY OPEN MY EYES TOO SOMETHING NEW EVERYDAY. ALSO STOP ME FROM ENDING UP HURT BUT OPEN MY EYES TOO THE PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP OR DO NOT NEED HELP!