Here’s how my life is going after me and Kayla broke up. It’s going a lot better. She and I are good friends. Now we actually talk to each other instead of block each other out because we promised we would have each other in our lives. We didn’t want to lose each other completely. Once in a while we fight, but our friendship comes to our mind. Also since Kayla and I broke up she found someone a week later. Before we broke up and we were together for a year and a half. I thought she would have waited longer. But it’s been about 3 months now and I think I’ve found someone. We’ve been talking for a little while now and I’m happy. She makes me happy. We are going to her friend’s house and have a double date and watch a movie or something. But honestly I don’t know if I’m fully interested in her because I really can’t find any interest with anyone besides Kayla, honestly. I don’t know if I’m actually ready for a relationship but never know. But my grades are getting much better they were quite bad when me and Kayla broke up I couldn’t focus straight. The thing that hurts me in the long run is I care about everybody else first instead of myself. I don’t know if that’s the right thing to do but maybe I should switch it up.
I’m focusing more on my life instead of relationships because relationships are everywhere.  You can have many relationships, but I only have my life one time so I have to do what’s best for me before I can do things for others. I need to get the best education I can get because when I’m in a relationship I get side tracked and distracted. I’ve been looking at some colleges around me because I want to stick close to home.  The colleges I’m interested in are Thomas College, Beal College and Washington County Community College. My major is going to be in criminal justice I’m aiming to be a state trooper so I can help out everyone that needs help. I’m thinking about living close to home to take care of my grandparents. I’m also going to stay in state because Maine is just my home.