I think one of the hardest things in the world is being a teenager. Maybe it's my hormones or my frustation but without a doubt being a teenager kind of sucks. We have all these dreams, expectations, and realities that we have to deal with. We're constantly in the run with this and that. It's exhausting trying to be unique and special all the time. Sometimes I just want to be like the kids in a Avril Lavigne music video. They always look like they're having a good time and enjoying life.I, however would like to punch life in the face. I don't know why I thought high school and being a teenager would be so great. I have this everlasting need to scream all the time especially at teachers, friends, and my parents. I keep waiting for a day when I wake up happy and I go to sleep happy. I just want there to be some kind of happy ending to this. Something that made it all worthwhile, but I'm so afraid it"s never going to happen.