I guess you could say I have quite a bit going for me. I got early acceptance into U of M. Full scholarship of course. I am company manager of MIFA and I am stage manager for every school production. I’m hired as a techie (it’s amazing) which means I’m getting paid to do all the things all the other techies do for free. I would not say I’m very attractive but Zack always yells at me when I say that so I guess I will leave it at that. My family and boyfriend are amazing as are my friends, I mean I don’t know what to say not that life is perfect but it’s all good. It can only get better from here right? “No, I have no idea…” Zack said spinning in the computer chair. “What about Ana?” “I guess,” “Why aren’t you interested in this?” I asked setting the flat iron down. “Because I don’t care who would make a great model,” he said rolling his eyes. “Um, this is kinda a big deal for me, I’ve gotta find someone who is absolutely exquisite and can pull off, shy but confident, edgy but innocent, and I don’t know someone who’s free of the pains and hardships of reality.” “You done?” he said getting up. “Are you going to be mad at me forever? I can’t deal with your cold shoulder.” I spoke walking over to him. “I specifically told you not to recommend Danny but you did, I’m going to be mad forever.” He said smiling at the last part. I knew this was my moment to get my forgiveness. I sat on his lap careful not to slide of the chair. “He’s a sophomore you know I wouldn’t, ever” I reassured him, ”you know I never caught you to be Jealous mister Izaer.” I said playfully. “I’m not but when a guy threatens he’s gonna get your girl drunk and f her you get pretty defensive.” He said defending himself. “Oh please he was kidding about that let it go,” “I know it’s still annoying though, and it’s not just that I mean the kid’s a fag,” “Hey!” I said slapping his arm “Fine, he’s…..stupid” “Better,” he kissed me softly, the kind of kiss he knows I like, the kind that make me tingle. Tingle is a lame adjective but honestly there’s no better way of describing what happens. It’s funny I always say how much I hate those couples that still have a crush on each other, and they get all nervous and giggly when each other is around but to be honest sometimes I wish I felt nervous around Zack. I mean we’ve gotten so in tune that I don’t even need to tell Zack anything because he already knows and if he doesn’t I find no problem in letting out my hearts content. I just feel really vulnerable sometimes and sometimes I don’t know if I like that too much. Well I do love him which means I should trust him fully, and i mean I do, I totally do, totally and completely it’s just sometimes I wonder if this relationship is as strong as how I beieve it to be. “Wait,” gasping for air I pulled back. “My mom will be home soon and we promised to make dinner.” “Oh yeah, what are we making.” He said putting his hands through his hair. “Spaghetti,” “Sounds easy enough,” “Oh you’ll see,” **** “I mean I just don’t get it I mean damnit I’m the best in this whole damn school,” Vienna Rush screamed at me. “This is why your names not up there.” I whispered just to show her how much yelling was embarrassing her. “And congrats Annabel!” I called to my little freshmen. “Thanks so much!” she said rushing to her fellow 4 year’s (MIFA term for current or former 4 year mifa members) I felt proud I mus admit she was my protégé after all. “You know what I’m done with you and your stupid little company I hate all of you and if you think you will ever be graced with my talent again your wrong! You know what you’re just jealous of me. The only reason you’re so famous and to the ceiling at this stupid little school is because of your stupid little boyfriend, as soon as he dumps your ass you’ll be on the floor where you belong! And I’ll be shining my whole life long! Because I am the best I’m f*ing amazing and I will always be, and you are jealous because you will always be behind the scenes while I rock my audience world on the stage!” she again screamed, I guess not getting my hint, and she smirked at me satisfied. “Okay, if that’s how you feel,” I said clasping my hands. She frowned. “And um, get of your high horse and grab that stick from in your ass because if you wanna get anywhere in the theatre world you gotta go through the ‘hunt’!” Jenna said from behind me, god I love that girl. “Well you can just- ” she stopped herself, swayed for a bit, then ran off in a fit of sobs. “Why must the greats be so damn cocky,” I said “it’s a bloody shame,” “I’m not cocky!” Jenna whined with her lips pursed. “Well you are assuming you’re great I mean who said you were great,” I said looking away slightly. “Oh shut it, that’s contradicting yourself by saying I’m cocky means I’m great but now your sayingi’m not great so zero for you 1 for me.” She said all matter of factly. “Sure, whatever you say Jenna,” “Are you being sarcastic because till this day I still may never know if those sly comments are secretive jabs at my talent or intelligence.” “Well I guess you’ll just have to guess,” I spotted Tabitha before she even called my name I knew it was coming, I actually considered ducking underneath the water fountain but the gun beneath it made me think twice. Before I could try beneath the stairs,”Hunter, MY GIRL!!!!” the rubber squeak of those new hunter boots mad a rhythm with the tiffany around her wrist. “Where have you been in my life? We need to make plans, like right now,” “Because there’s totally another time to make them,” I said under my breath. “What was that?” she said her head cocked to the side and lips shaped in a perfect pout. “Oh I just said I know it’s been forever!” I said putting on the charm. “Yes, yes, yes you and little Zacky gotta make your way to my party this Saturday night,” she said eyes bugged out. “I’m so sorry Tabitha I’m going to get a body massage by Jacque with Jenna here! Maybe I can reschedule it though!” I said linking my arm in Jenna’s and making a pout face. “Oh my, I would never ask anyone to reschedule with Jacque! You guys have just gotta come to my next one,” “Oh I’m so glad you understand! Thanks Tabs you are the best! “I said giving her hug and quickly walking away. “How are you so good with people I mean you always know exactly what to say?” Jenna said. “It’s a gift,” “Sucks were not actually getting Jacque massages,” “I know that’s the only downfall to my tricky little lies, I always get jealous of my excuses.” Here we go again, Sophie with boyfriend Tom and ex-boyfriend Jack who she can’t seem to shake, searching in the hallway, “Hunter! Hey so I saw you talking to b Tabitha, you’re not going to her party, tell me you’re not going!” she said flipping her hair at each syllable and slightly angling her chest toward Jack. Yes you heard right, Jack, the poor kid. “Oh of course not,” “Good well I’m having a little Jacuzzi party, maybe a bit of skinny dipping, are you Zack game?” she said whispering. “Oh god that sounds like too much fun (insert laugh) but you know Zack it’s our honeymoon Saturday night and he rented a motel room for the night, if you know what I mean.” I said inking. “Oh you go ahead and get some girl I heard Zack is a little restless haha (yes she spoke the words she didn’t actually laugh) I was trying the same thing on Saturday!” she kind of angled her head up a bit right between the guys so I had no idea who she was getting it from. “So glad you understand and gorgeous tiffany!” It was the same one I saw Tabitha wearing but I was not the one to point that out to Sophie. “Thanks its new Ja- I mean Tom bought it!” Tom rolled his eyes as Jack snickered. “And next weekend though right!?” she asked. “Definitely!” I said walking away. I don’t know if this makes me a bad person or if it makes me smart, I don’t know how I have an act for smuggling my way out I mean maybe I should be an actress, I’m a good enough liar. Well I don’t like to call it lying just a bit of pretending.