Do you ever have those days where you don’t want to see or talk to anyone but that one person? That one person can turn a bad day into a good one and a good day into a perfect one. Being with them makes you want to be a better person. Talking to him with that sweet, velvet voice just makes your makes you knees buckle and seeing that smile makes you melt. Staring into those big brown eyes puts you in a trans and being in his arms makes the world around you disappear. In the process of remembering all of these feelings you realize there is no point in feeling the way you do because for whatever reason your two can’t be together. Knowing that just breaks your heart and for some crazy reason you still see the potential of you guys being together. Your heart aches because you know it can no longer be and that causes you a great deal of pain. You are wondering if it’s you or him. Your mind tricks you into believing that’s it’s you, so you start thinking of ways to change yourself on the outside. You are thinking just maybe if you wear this particular shirt or pair of jeans or skirt or dress then maybe he will start loving you again. You think if your cut or color your hair then that will change things when it really won’t. This is the young and naïve you psyching yourself out but to tell you the truth its neither one of you. You two have just grown about and now going in separate directions. I am only 17 myself, and I know what this feels like but you know what? I’m ok and I know you are heartbroken but you will get through this. One day you will find that guy who loves you, the real you, more than life itself and he will do everything in his power to make you happy. Keep pushing and stay strong.