What happens when yoour spiritual awarness is in conflict with life today? countless things that is expected to happen can't because of one little mistake. Life is full of unexpected accidents but what if that mistake is in a head on colision with destiny? What if you know when you are goig to leave this world? What if you know you will not see one of your future children go to high school? You know that you will die, not from disease or ill, by someone looking for your wallet? I have seen my fate and i accept it but hw do you explain it to someone you care for? how can you tell the mother of your children news such as this? you tell me.