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Everything is a Pattern

April 14, 2015
By monikitty12 PLATINUM, New York, New York
monikitty12 PLATINUM, New York, New York
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Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened.


  I have always wondered some things about myself. Who am I? Why am I here? Was there a purpose for me out of all people to live here in this painful world? Why am I always broken because of what other people did for me? Do I ever have a choice anymore?
   

Nobody really knows. But I get really upset when people I care about don’t appreciate the care I’m giving them. I guess they don’t understand what real friends are until they truly see it with their lost souls and eyes. Walking down the path in this benign state didn’t really help me any better, to be honest. Everything is a black and white mess, and for some reason, I am always the girl that gets stranded. On a boat. Filled with obnoxious monkeys in the sunken boat.
    

I know there are other people out there, facing the same things. I just hope that I can finally find a place where I can truly belong. A place where people care about my existence, a place where people acknowledge me of my great achievements, a place where everybody cares for each other. Currently, I don’t see it in my school community. Although it is occurring, it is very little. I just hope somebody would step it up a little while longer so that the whole small community can learn to be motivated and help someone in need. I am lost. Until I am saved by one unique angel.


The author's comments:

I hope somebody out there feels my exact pain and trys to be optimistic although it shatters my insides.


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on May. 13 2015 at 11:55 pm
monikitty12 PLATINUM, New York, New York
35 articles 0 photos 52 comments

Favorite Quote:
Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened.

Thank you for your support! :)

gazyworld567 said...
on May. 8 2015 at 12:27 am
you should post more!

on Apr. 29 2015 at 9:48 pm
monikitty12 PLATINUM, New York, New York
35 articles 0 photos 52 comments

Favorite Quote:
Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened.

I can't seem to click on your name. But I'm sure your writings are pretty cool :) You seem like a pretty nice person.

on Apr. 29 2015 at 1:06 pm
I've been in teen ink for a while. You can if you'd like, I don't know what's going on, but recently a few of my writings just....disappeared... so I think I only have two now.

on Apr. 28 2015 at 6:41 pm
monikitty12 PLATINUM, New York, New York
35 articles 0 photos 52 comments

Favorite Quote:
Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened.

Thank you, I'm glad I'm not the only one. :) Is this your first time on teen ink? Ill check out some of your works!

on Apr. 28 2015 at 12:54 pm
I know what you mean. I'm sorry too.