Abuse, hurts, confuses, scares, annoyes, angers you. You ignore it realization, hits you you can't ignore it. You'll always have this person your signifigant other, parent or a friend abusing you, unless you lose contact with them, which would be the best thing. I, have lived through parental abuse, still live with it. My parents constantly mess with my mind angering me. I have developed trust issues, a neverlasting life, it ends, I commit suicide mentally. I only can speak with my mind. My brain is severly damaged. I will never forget this messy experience. Why must I be a toy. Whyyy? I shall never see light. I'm picturing it. I have a sharp blade im so close. I might actually slit my throat. I do .... 

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