i hate how you look at me
i hate that you stare
i hate how i love you
when you dont even care
i despise everything you've done to me
and the pain that you give to me
i do nothing but wear
with my heart on the ground
you make me ride this ferris wheel
round and round
the cycle never stops
just my emotions and energy
i put forth everything i have
but there you left
more glad than sad
im left here alone
fallen to my knees
im left here alone
with your awful disease
you squeezed the life out of me
with every hug you gave
and with every kiss
i felt as if i was being saved
but behind my back
with your extraterestrial tools
you sucked the life out of me
and i let it happen, being a fool
i didnt see your evil
i still cant to be honest
i only see what bonds us
my glasses fell off along the way
broken to pieces on the cement they lay
along with my heart, my love, my soul
and your one of a kind
i remember all your words you said to me
screw them
and get the hell out of my mind