darkness is always surrouding her
she can never find the light
wanting to just get away
and be happy again...

turning to things she normally wouldn't
red gashes left on her arm
tears left on her pillow

the gashes made her feel better...
forget all of her issues for the time being
and the tears let out the depression and pain she felt inside of her

she practically lived in her room
her music always played
but only the depressing songs

nothing seemed as bright as it used to be
she felt like she had lost everything that had a meaning to her
and she jus wanted everything to end...