I think about you all the time
But I’m always trying to beat you out of my mind
I see you in my future
But I see you as this creature…
Beast…
I do things for you that I don’t do for others
You make me think I might just be a mother
But I try to forget
What you meant…
To me…
Why am I scared of love?
Is it the way you look at me
Or the way you know I’m lying
Is it how you smell
Or when I’m away from you I feel like…
Dying…
Next to you…
Why do I hate love?
Is it how I want to be next to you all the time
Or how you smile
Is it how you no everything about…
Me…
You only think of…
Me…
You only love…
Me…
It’s all about me…
With you…
Why am I scared of love?