There is this image..
It keeps coming back.
It longers in my head,
always feeling me with dread.

It's of us,
standing on a sidewalk,
just outside of the trail.

The sun is out,
sky is clear, a bright blue.
All just seemed full of life.

You looked so handsome.
Your hair was cut,
your smile was showing,
you were smiling..

We looked so happy,
you held my hand in your,
and I looked into your eyes.
I saw us, and then nothing..

Your smile faded.
I couldn't tell what was wrong,
but you disapeared and fell out of exsistance.

My hand still in its position,
life around me stood still.
Everything that seemed worth something once before,
didnt seem like anything anymore.

I couldn't speak,
my voice left me
just as the sound had left my life.

Nothing ment anything,
nothing was important,
nothing had a point or meaning.

I can't imaine it happening,
but just that thought,
had enough to shed a tear..