I may be smiling now,
but, I'm crying later.
Every day I lie,
to every person and thing.
I make them think that I am so happy,
but really...I'm dieing on the inside.
I put on a mask,
so no one will know.
I hoped it would never come to this,
but I'm afraid that is has.
It has lead to sorrow,
pain & suffering that never ends.
People say I need help,
when all I really...
is someone to understand.
Every night I cry,
Every night I pray,
for someone to come along..
who acctually understands me.
Me and all of my feelings,
that can't hind deep within me anymore.
I may be smiling now,
but, I'm crying later.