Tears prick against my eyes.
Depression coming as no surprise.
A blanket,
A cloud,
The truth too load,
The over coming feeling within my heart,
Hollowing out,
Giving in,
No shock against my deadly sin,
I’ve hurt you again,
My dearest,
Best friend.

I should hide away,
No more you would have to pay,
No more hurt you’d have,
No more pain you’d gain,
No more tears you’d have to shed,
No more to all I’ve ever said.

I didn’t know,
I didn’t see,
How much what I’ve done affect you and me,
But slowly a wall was made,
Brick by brick,
Till my mind was made.

I was to hide away,
To save you.
Hide away,
To help you.
Hide away,
For I’ll I’ve wronged,
I’ll hide away,
From all I’ve longed.

You stepped into my life and made it perfection.
You made everyday sunny,
With your internal light.
You were like sunrise,
I was like night.

I only brought clouds upon your parade,
But I have thought it over,
The options,
I have weighed.
To loose you may be better,
Than to build the wall any higher,
One day it will break,
And the light inside of you,
It could possibility take.

So for your own good,
I must say goodbye,
To hurt you again,
I’d much rather die.