Holding it all in
Love I just can't hide
Will it ever end
I don't know how to breathe
It's all bottled up
You get up and leave
As I begin to tell
You how I feel
Soft, black hair
Gentle auburn eyes
We play truth or dare
As the time flies
I stare into your lovely face
Loving every part
Feelings I just can't place
It breaks my fragile heart
I reach across the vast expanse
Nestled between our souls
I see light doing a little dance
And passion burning like fiery coals
I try to grab your hand
But it pulls away
I don't understand
I have no words to say
So I just long for you
Hoping you'll come on back
Wishing on every star
To get what I lack
Wishes never get too far
Now as I lay here
Thrown across my bed
Memories I hold so dear
Flutter around my head
And I try hold them
But they all disappear
I act upon your every whim
I cave into my every fear
Now I am lost
So quickly forgotten
No matter what the cost
All Battles I can't win
I fought every single one
And as I fade away
My dreams all come undone
Living without you today
Because you left me on my own
As these words come to an end
Still living by myself, so very alone
I lose all my hopes that I can't defend
So go on live your life
I'll die an unnamed soul
Live it without strife
Your memory grows so dull
And I fade away
There is nothing left
Nothing else to say
Unloved even into death
My final hour finally stops
And I become what I've always been
The last tear slowly drops
I'm still nothing even in the end