i just think about that night
when my world came crashing down they said he was gone it felt like a dream
i wanted to wake up and everything be okay
but then i didnt it had happened and tear by tear hit the floor as teh sermon preached more and more about how he had fought so hard but didnt make it
i just cried and cried no one was there it felt i got home and escaped to my room when i screamed and cried he was gone forever he was dead i felt i wouldnt survive this life wasnt worth living i wanted to be with him but that wasnt possible anymore so devasted so hurt so long then life changed for everyone he was gone and so was my heart