I'm waking up to a dream no longer mine
to others i pretend everything is just fine
but in reality I've crossed that forbidden line

I'm slowly fading into the nothingness of my own past
in the end my life will no longer last
an into a downward spiral i am to be cast

lost in silence
braking into defiance
i wish i had a new alliance

i am being confinded
i am trapped in thoughts that refuse to let the past go
but to you i well never let it show
i wish i didn't feel so low

i feel helpless and weak
but to you those word i could never speak
i wish that joy would be the one thing that i could keep
but everything i have ever done wrong
lingers and slowly starts to creep
yet i utter not a peep

i feel broken
i feel lost
i wish i could trust you
but that's one thing i can never let myself do
my heart has been broken in two
if only you knew

i wish you could save me
before i try to set my unbounded soul free
i wish that you could see
all the pain that's within me