As the days go by
And the hours pass slowly
It hits me like a bullet
What have I done to deserve this

As I look out the window
Seeing people so happy
I ask myself
Why can’t I just be like them

Why is it that every time
I try to make things better
There’s always that one person
That will keep it forever

I thought you were the one
That would save me from this nightmare
The one that would keep me from
Becoming what I am now

But in the end you left me
Hopeless and in fear of what I would do next
You didn’t notice what you had done
But now you’re begging me for one more chance

But what you didn’t realize
Was that now I’m sitting in my room
Thinking about ending my life
All because of you