I feel like the world is collapsing
Like my head is turning me into something I am not
I can’t look in the mirror and say that it is honestly me

No matter how much I try
No matter what I do to stop it
It just stays with me

Company is always good right
So why do I feel like I am the only person
Screaming to stop this
I feel so alone

Plus my situation isn’t helping
Across the country in a couple days
Leaving my friends 3000 miles away
And not making one

I try and try
But it feels like there is nothing that could help me
Share my feeling to a stranger
Are you kidding me?

So what do I do?
Please help me
Please rescue me
Because being alone, isn’t helping