They all do this the people or them

That walk out of my life but suddenly reappear

Making their way back

And I’m suppose to let them back in

No questions

Or even answers in return

For what they did

Nearly broken and picking up the pieces as I shut the door behind them.

Watching them walk away

Screaming in my mind for them to look my way

No turning back

Just goodbye

And I am left holding uncompleted promises

Untold truths and a broken me

Now Present time

standing in the same place

In front of the door

Wanting a way back into my life

Even after so much time has passed

To believe that I’m suppose to mean something now after all this time

Weeks, months, seasons have passed

As if nothing’s happened

But in reality I’ve had to get away to put myself back together

Let new people in to fix the damage only to be damaged after they’ve left

Believed their words time and time again

Month after month I wanted it all

And here we are

Unsure of what I want

My choice to let you through this door and to believe the things you say

Or to be back to the start

Having to run away to forget you once more…