I love your smile, I love your eyes
I hate your cruelty and i hate your lies
what happened to you was wrong and hard
It left me so broken and scarred
knowing now how much you cared
makes me feel so alone and scared
you made me smile you made me cry
who decided it was your turn to die
thinking of your face sends a pain so strong
I'm sorry that i was so wrong
If i had known what would happen that night
I never would have let you fight
When you left i laid with you awhile
On that cold and bloody tile
when they found us I held you tight so no one could take you away
i didnt have the will to answer when they asked if i was okay

you were already gone when they drove you away
I will always be haunted by the memories of that day
As your perfect voice plays like a broken record in my head
all i can think is that it should have been me instead
knowing that you should be here instead of me has been killing me inside
every second since the day you died
Ill never find anyone remotely like you
i lay awake at night wondering what to do
your the best ill ever find
so id rather stay miserably trapped with you in my mind
you once told me you'd love me forever
our love is a bond not even death can sever
you died i did too
loving someone else is something i can never do
i love you more than words can say
in your loving grasp is where i would love to stay