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To Hide From Myself

July 11, 2018
By CrossBow PLATINUM, Harlem, Georgia
CrossBow PLATINUM, Harlem, Georgia
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Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
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I hide my feelings 

as I hide myself

under this 

canopy

of my sorrows.

 

No one sees

my tears,

no one hears

my cries,

no one notices

my pain.

 

One girl's pain is

genuine and sorrowsome.

The other girl's

story can't stay

the same.

Then there's me-

hiding all the pain I feel.

 

People walk by,

not knowing I'm here.

Not knowqing I'm screaming

for help.

 

I hide under this canopy

with walls of thorns.

To hide how I feel.

To hide the pain I have suffered.

To hide from the hate.

To hide from the world.

To hide from my friends.

 

I stay strong for them.

I feel they need me more

than I need myself.


The author's comments:

I was at camp a year ago and we were all talking about something tragic in our lives. One girl was talking about her mother dying, the other about her step dad; whom she had told me she was glad he was gone because he was abusive but there she was crying because she wanted the same attention that the other girl got (I knew her well, she always did things like that). I was sitting there bottling up my emotions because my mother had died not long before I was twelve and it hurt sitting there listening to one girl lie for attention and the other crying due to pain so I left to hide and crying under a canopy late at night and while doing so I wrote this.


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