My anxiety is like a car

That keeps crashing

Unrequited love has always left leaving me empty

Scars on my heart

From when the car starts

To when it stops

Forcibly

My nerves are up the duff

fear and short breathless heartbeats

Shooting out of me

And it smells like burnt rubber

And it tastes like blood on my teeth

And it feels like hot tar they put on the road

And it dances in my head like the sun on the dashboard

And it sounds like silence

I keep having this dream

Where my car is crashing

Then I open my eyes

And its all around me

Engines blow to pieces and nobody sees

I’m sorry to describe this violently

Sometimes the mess in the backseat makes me feel better about me

Sometimes kwik trip can change my mood completely

Can I be honest with you?

In this dream where my car keeps crashing

I’m afraid

There’s no one in the seat beside me

Since I’m lonely

I have to live my life perfectly

I will probably get over it eventually