All Nonfiction
- Bullying
- Books
- Academic
- Author Interviews
- Celebrity interviews
- College Articles
- College Essays
- Educator of the Year
- Heroes
- Interviews
- Memoir
- Personal Experience
- Sports
- Travel & Culture
All Opinions
- Bullying
- Current Events / Politics
- Discrimination
- Drugs / Alcohol / Smoking
- Entertainment / Celebrities
- Environment
- Love / Relationships
- Movies / Music / TV
- Pop Culture / Trends
- School / College
- Social Issues / Civics
- Spirituality / Religion
- Sports / Hobbies
All Hot Topics
- Bullying
- Community Service
- Environment
- Health
- Letters to the Editor
- Pride & Prejudice
- What Matters
- Back
Summer Guide
- Program Links
- Program Reviews
- Back
College Guide
- College Links
- College Reviews
- College Essays
- College Articles
- Back
If I Believed MAG
If I believed in god, I would have prayed.
If I had believed in coincidence, in divine purpose, in reasons beyond knowledge, I would have trusted some other worldly being.
If I had some faith, I would have given into it.
If I had some connection to more than this mortal life, I would have called upon it.
If I had some belief that there was more out there, more than the rainclouds above, I would have screamed at it to listen.
If I had trusted in the universe to listen, I would have yelled until my lungs bled.
If I had confidence in an omniscient source beyond the stars, I would have gone to the edge of the earth and cried for it.
If I had optimism, I would have traded it to the raindrops and the cardinals in an earthly deal for a moment more.
If I had hope, I would have fought the entire world,
but there was nothing to fight—only a death sentence and a failing body, and no amount of belief or faith or love could heal it.
Similar Articles
JOIN THE DISCUSSION
This article has 6 comments.
Check out my poem...It is my first poem on Teen Ink...
TeenInk.com/poetry/all/article/1143173/Marriage
I lost a friend this summer to a cancer diagnosis that quickly came and quickly took. For a while in my life there was a lot of questioning, of grief and all of its complexities. Writing poetry helped me process all of these emotions and thoughts, and this piece was about my own lack of spirituality and belief in a higher power and dealing with loss in that regard.