Hey,

I think you’re cute

is what I want to say.

But all that comes out is:

It’s nice to see you again!

You smile at me, and I just   m 

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but you can never know that.

You can never know how much you 

make me smile

make me laugh

how much i think about you

none of that.

Even if i wanted to let you know

i 

don’t 

know

h o w 

But, yet;

I long to see you 

Your smile is as bright as the stars in the night sky;

Your laugh is as sweet as fresh honey from the hive, 

And you..

You are like the sun

And I, Icarus 

All I want to do is fly

Soar, with my golden wings, to you

Even though I shouldn’t.

Even though I don’t really know you.

Even though Dadeleous says not to.

I don’t care

I ignore those facts 

I love how I feel 

b u r n i n g

when im around you.

I know I’m falling.

I know I’m dying. 

I know I’ll never reach you.

But the fact that I’m

so close

but somehow

never close enough

And yet, 

i still try

because 

The single moment of being with you

was satisfying enough

to the point where I’d

F A L L;

D R O W N

when I leave you.

And I’d do it again

and I will do it again

and I do it again.

Over and over

every time I see you

every. single. time.

No matter how much I 

long;

yearn;

a c h e 

for you

it doesn’t matter

No matter how far out of reach you are,

no matter how close you may be, 

I can never act how i feel

So, I’m just 

t r a p p e d

forever longing for you.