Why do I lie? Why do I lie that am alright?

While all I want to do is unalive myself.

I tell myself not to break apart

for all those people who are on the verge of breaking.

This unknown feeling that I am chosen,

I am chosen to be the one to help them.

But is it fair? I tell them death is not a damn option.

While all I want is for death to pull me into her cold embrace.

I put on a smiling face, act all high,

convincing people everyday that am alright.

Why do I lie?

Can't people see am trying hard?

Trying hard to live so they donot die.

I keep putting on an act again and again.

Why?

Because that way I find a reason not to break.

Once I break, I will remain unfixed

Because I would not be here

just my remnants.