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dream.

March 6, 2023
By Anonymous

i had a dream,

i lost all my friends,

all my insecurities,

turned to stare right back at me.

i was too pretty,

too ugly,

too loud,

too prude,

too much or never enough.

i could bleed myself and starve my body,

you’d still call me selfish for being so skinny.

all i could see were endless nights,

but the morning,

and as i woke up i denied that dream,

acted like nothing had happened,

like my life didn’t break down before my eyes.


The author's comments:

i'm elisabeth d. (my writing name) and i'm a french teenage girl who finds comfort in poetry and writing. i have always used writing as a coping mechanism, and as a way to escape. last summer, i decided it was time for me to settle and think about what made me alive: writing is what came first.

 

this poem is one of my favorite pieces I've written, it's about insecurities and self-deception and i think anyone can relate to it, and i think it's a comforting thought to know that, no matter how much you hurt or relate to this poem, it gets better.


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gabs_w GOLD said...
on Mar. 7 2023 at 9:53 pm
gabs_w GOLD, Portland, Oregon
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Love this.