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The beat of my heart, the nightmare of my mind
My mind…
Your mind…
What I see…
What you see…
I see your eyes and sigh… and then I scream…
Fall to the ground in agony…
You just look, watch me and then turn to walk away...
My vision blurs as I start to cry and try to blink away the tears…
My eyes open again and you are holding me in your arms, smiling…
I blink again and I am back on the ground, crying; and you are walking away, grinning…
I try to wipe the tears away with my hand and when I look down; it’s covered with blood…
Blood, running down my checks, my vision becoming dull, I blink…
You’re holding my hand telling me you love me...
Blink; I’m wasting away on the ground once more…
I think make up your mind…
I think I must make up my mind…
My eyes snap shut, I cannot see, I cannot feel…
Though I still love…
If I am not already dead...
That love is going to kill me, that love will destroy me.
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