Patiently ....it waits for my dimmest of days...wearinst of nights,
to inject venemous memories into my brain.
Flashbacks bounce around in my head causing hidden emotions to attack my fragile mental state
tears stand on the edge, threatening to jump. . Pain shows no mercy on the weak...pain has no heart as it preys on the innocent. Depression visits and sits by my side....he tells me im worthless
i deserve to feel his heavy set package of mixed emotions...tears deserve to fall...blood deserves to flow....i deserve to die....and with that....death knocks on my door...and soon surrounds me....i surrender to him...and finnaly....i am free