My angel up above

Open your arms wide

I’ll be mourning for you

My guardian angel

Please watch over me

I know I can’t go on without your guidance

Oh help me god

I can’t fight to stay alive one more day

I can’t fight the monster inside of me

Sucking the life outta me

Taking my last breath

My guardian angel

Please guide me through this hell

The days pass by me

As I sit there waiting for it to take my life away

It’s almost easy to just give up on life

But it’s so hard to leave behind the only thing that loves me for who I am

My family…

My guardian angel

Please help me fight this sickening monster

I know I can fight this war and win if I only fight

But ill need you to be right here beside me

I will never forgive myself if I hurt the only thing that matters to me

But I can forgive myself for giving up

So my dear

Please guide me in the right direction