Constantly wondering what will be next
wears on my soul
for my heart keeps on breaking
I gets so damn old
cant I just live without the pain
without being bold

Struggling to breath with a lump down my neck
Wishing that you were still there
remembering you so clearly
your dark brown hair
I keep on crying
we know this aint fair

And yet here it is still beating away
and leaving me gasping day by day
If only you could hear me say
it instead of walking away

I wish I was there
to show that I care
and yet we know
that life’s not fair.

I loved before
but not like this
I never punched this hard
blisters on my fist
and there you are
the only one on my list

I keep on thinking
day by day
Why did we
Just walk away
in that very
Heart breaking way.

I miss you
I love you
I wish that
I could have you.