how is it possible?
for me to be in this room
of nothing but pads
and pads of cushion
sitting on a chair with
a strait jacket to keep me sane

but im screaming to hear
but i hear nothing
all i hear is silence
quiet is the word
but why?
no one can hear me
no one can even see me

the question is why?
why am i here?

now the tears come out
im crying of pain and sorrow
why did i deserve this?
why am i just doing nothing?
just sitting here?

i cant do anything
im being force fed by strangers
being bathed by strangers
i feel useless
like i cant do anything
whats my life gone to?
nothing?
you tell me whats going on