Its that feeling
That awful feeling that
No matter how much
Sweat
Blood
And tears
You pour into something
How much of your life you give up to something
Nothing will come of it

Its that feeling
That terrible feeling that
No matter how much you change
How much you form yourself
To be what the world wants
It will never be satisfied
And you will never be happy

Its that feeling
That miserable feeling that
No matter how big a crowd you surround yourself with
You are alone
Completely
Devastatingly
Painfully
Utterly
Terribly
Alone
And always will be

Its that feeling
That horrible feeling that
None of this will ever get better
That you will never be successful, or popular, or loved
No matter how much you try
And when you feel that feeling?
That horrible feeling?
That is when you turn to God