Known you since 14
Got back together when I was 17
My first love
My dear my everything
I love you so much
But when I stay I hurt
When I leave im hurt but yet still satisfied
Why must I stay
You taken me for granted
You treat me with the worst treatment yet
And yet still I forgive you
Over and over
The same ol thing
How I miss you so
How you would hold me
And kiss me and love me
But you say you care
But I feel now that love you once had for me isn’t there
I would give you my all and still I would do it now but
My love given to you has been thrown right back in my face
I love you
You know that
My first love
My first everything
I want to stay but how
You promised you will change
But after a cycle of this situation
Nothing will ever change

Lets face it you said you didn’t care
Now when im out the door
You realize you love me?
But I want something more
I want to be love to have love
Don’t you want that to
Sweetie you don’t act like it
And I want someone to love me like I love them
Not just someone that will take advantage of me
…….I close the door
And try to stand up tall
But knowing this building is about to fall
I loved you so much
I think of what you promised me
but your not who i omce knew
I gave you my all
Why couldn’t you love me that way to?