Your hand is drawn out towards me to grab
I look at you and push your hand away
I have never wanted this upon on us
I had to do what was right for me
I was so depressed and not in the mood all the time
I haven’t had nightmares since I pushed you away
But you, what have you done since then
I’m asking for friendship not talking to me only over the computer
Your friends hate me, my friends are happy
So I can’t have a break at all from this mess
I left you alone
You left me alone
So what now
I don’t care anymore
I want to swim in the ocean of peace not needles
But now I can swim alone
I have no dreams anymore
I have to my hand in my pocket until I find the right guy
My love is just a friend thing
So I walk home now with my hands in my pockets
Until the right guy I shall be happy with what I have