I have seen temptation
,alive and well, as beautiful
as a mortal can be and
I have fallen from the
graces of God to become
an en-mortal with only
the face of the girl that
made me fall out of
temptation, out of lust,
in my mind solely

I lost and need the
support again of God
but the way to do
so is to become a
guardian angel in
the way directed by
The Book of Enoch

She stole my wings
from me and left
only the scar V
shaped across my
back that is my
mark for the
rest of this
eternal damnation

Only the Nephilim can
protect me from the
love but I feel it
far more when we
are one during Chesvan
in which i am in
control of his body

The night is my only
solace where I can
vent my frustrations
and destroy what
I feel most is
unnecessary and that
I am the only one
with life fully corrupted