This was a result of an internal struggle I have in dealing with forgiveness and hatred. Hate is the ultimate destructive power that consumed me and I fought with myself in an internal battle to keep myself sane and well. The result of hatred is grim, however the benefits are that I am able to view things sharply. Not only has experiencing this deep hatred brought me down, but it has opened my eyes to the one thing Hate fears which is love. One must be strong and have the right mind set in order to deal with the consequences of abhorrence. I pass this along so that others may know that deep hatred leads to nowhere, there is hope and second chances. I hope that no one would ever experience hatred as I have, it only leads to sorrow and negativity. This is the message, listen or ignore it, it doesn't matter. If someone is helped by this then I have done my job.