I wait all day
for the night
Why do i try
to see your faded light?
I'm forever chained
Never to make a gain
Never to start again
I am feeble in the end.
You startle me
with a whispered kiss
without admissible risk
You've changed me with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
Oh how i long for you
my jaded dream
so unlike a steady stream
of water in the morning sun
better even the the
rainy days that i adore
yet your so cruel during the day
How can you be so cruel to me that way?
Loving in my dream
aloof and without a care
in this stifling reality
Am i never to the same
since that warm summers day?
oh I'm tired
oh so tired
of all the bad that's come
my way
so can you stay
for at least one jaded day?

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