I close my eyes
fight the urge to cry
at the thought
of losing you forever
I poured myself out
you knew my heart and soul
better than I did
my mistake
invested myself in you
thought you invested in me too
but you left with ease
peel yourself away, indifferently
ripping a bandage off my heart
I cry, and I imagine
how distant you are
you don't look back
or wave goodbye
what I wouldn't give
to have you at my side
please don't leave me
I'm hanging over the edge
I'm sorry
for letting you fall
but I'll give you my hand
and pick you back up
I'll listen to you
even the pain filled silences
anything it takes
I've never been good
at letting things go
especially those that matter most
like you
don't tell me that
you're already gone
I'll find you
I need you in my life
stay with me
for eternity