I am falling into the blackness inside why can't you catch me before I fall and I can't bear to face the dark without you so take hold and save my soul please I beg you don't let go and drop me into the abyss below but I slip and fall and I see that it was all my fault and the pain inside amplifies by a thousand fold now I cry out to you yelling I am sorry but you take no heed and as I am sinking I hear you laughing at me so far above and yet so close to my heart I cry and the tears stop and I fall ever more into the abyssal black of my deep dark soul so I ask once again please dont let go and let me fall into my soul why do I try you won't catch me so just let go and let me fall so I can end it all and forget the pain that started this all