Darker and darker,
Inside my soul
I have nothing to hide
As the pain turns to anger
And fury breaks loose
I go into rage
And I know there's no point
No reason for this
But I seams like I need it
Crave it
Want it so bad
The anger it boils now
Clean up to my brim
And it seams like maybe
I should have thought this through
I let out a scream
It rips from the chest
Through my mouth
And out of my lips
Does this mean that it's over?
The pain I once knew
No
No it doesn't
The pain rises again
And yet another scream comes
From deep inside
A scream of torture and terror
That can only be described as
Pure agony
I fight it
I do
But it rumbles again
Killing my soul
Destroying my heart
Practically ripping it from my chest
I miss the days that you and me were one
I miss them dearly
And someday you'll see
That this isn't a joke
I need help
I need medication
But if you can not prescribe
I will have to fight back
Again
And I know that isn't what you want
Not what you need
But I need it
I want it
But maybe,
Just maybe
Deep inside the tunnels of my tortured soul
All I really need is you.