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Goodnight.

January 20, 2012
By N.Marfil PLATINUM, Houston, Texas
N.Marfil PLATINUM, Houston, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
Öf all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most.


Forever wasn't as long as I expected it to be.
Time went by so fast, I barely noticed. Why'd
It have slowed down so much? it tortures me.
Within each tic and tock, I tend to die a little more inside.

Nights don't seem to end
Days fail to begin.
It feels wrong to lose a friend,
When will it finally sink in?

I've tried to breathe, but where's the air?
I've tried to sleep at night, but get no rest.
We were just trying to make it fair,
Just trying to do what we believed was best.

I feel weak, I feel pathetic.
I'm alone & I'm afraid.
I feel empty, I feel apathetic.
I'm lost & I'm about to fade.

I'm lying on the ceiling
Cause there's nowhere else to rest.
Can't manage to stop crying,
Cause no pain can compare to this one in my chest.
I know it's far too late now

To regret or to go back
I'll have to get through it somehow
What point is there to suffer over what I lack?
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So many meaningful promises & unforgettable memories
All lost their purpose with the rising of our epiphany.
Along with our understanding of infinity.

Had I the Universe in front, I'd say 'F*** you'
For having forever ceased my perfect imperfection.
For having us do what we can't undo.
I'd say 'F*** you' for putting me in this depression.

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Goodnight, goodnight.
May the sun shine through your cloudy days,
May stars light up your darkest nights.
We know this is the only way.
So, we've got to say goodnight

The author's comments:
- Inspired by the loss of my (ex)best friend.

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