you torment me night and day.
i cry.
i scream.
i beg.
GO AWAY!
your touch.
your lips.
i fight-you push.

I'm crying out,
but no one hears me.
your breaths are hard,
heavy.
I'm chained-
shirtless.
my pants are gone.
you climb on top-
I'm alone.

deeper and deeper,
harder and harder.
you pushed.
all i can think about is that you're hurting me.
hurting me-
over and over again.
your hands grasped my neck-
I can't breathe!
I longed for helped-
to be rescued.

In you, I placed my trust.
for the world I place my anger.
never had I needed someone more, yet
not a soul walked through that door.
on the bed I laid-
being hurt and ignored.
the pain too much too bear,
the child in me disappeared-
never to return.
because that warm summer day,
I was Alone.